Homecoming day..
it was quite failure for me.
or should i say i failed as the OIC.
not the whole event failed
what with the briefing and de-briefing which i did not know what to do AT ALL.
cos i have yet to overcome my fear of public speaking.
for the rehersals were crap.
i think arnold was damn disappointed.
me too.disappointed in myself
why am i such a failure?
oh well.the first rehersal on wednesday.briefing was crap.i was not even prepared and he ask me to say
so just stood there.thats cos i really have nothing to say.
and de-briefing was crap too.the setting up and all was quite ok actually.
friday rehersal was a little better but still plain crap.
so just skip the rehersals.
12 APRIL 2008. (my doomsday) lol jkjk.
crap crap crap.i had something to say for the briefing and there actually was none.WTF.
lets just skip the front part.cos its quite boring
so till after speech day ended, i went to hall get some equipments and the homecoming day officially started.
so was quite hectic.
the dj part was that the power was cut off many times
then at bout 12?
had thunder and lightning but no rain
then sstarted drizzling a little
so equipments at the xinfony terrace was rusheed to the hall
then after that was shit
arnold said not to set up
but the sec4s there said to set up.
so confusion there.and after that i also did not know what happened.
so was kinda relieved when it was my shift for the DJ and so i went down.
safe from the hall where i was like a little lost cat?not knowing anything and with people asking me things when they know more than what i do.
so i shall not elaborate more.really sianned.
then packed up
de-brief was crap again as i had nothing to say.


i think this homecoming ruined my chances to the HOD
but after being the OIC, i felt i did not really like to be the HOD after all.
so stressful, at least to me.
so well,let nature take its course.
if i am meant to be,then let me be.
but if it isn't me, then too bad.
don't be sad if it isn't me.
then i'll just concentrate on my studies.
aiming for TRIPLE SCIENCE! (and maybe HOD AVA)(but not so much now)

Dawn/Dusk/Kueh
02081994
Xinmin Secondary

Homecoming day..
it was quite failure for me.
or should i say i failed as the OIC.
not the whole event failed
what with the briefing and de-briefing which i did not know what to do AT ALL.
cos i have yet to overcome my fear of public speaking.
for the rehersals were crap.
i think arnold was damn disappointed.
me too.disappointed in myself
why am i such a failure?
oh well.the first rehersal on wednesday.briefing was crap.i was not even prepared and he ask me to say
so just stood there.thats cos i really have nothing to say.
and de-briefing was crap too.the setting up and all was quite ok actually.
friday rehersal was a little better but still plain crap.
so just skip the rehersals.
12 APRIL 2008. (my doomsday) lol jkjk.
crap crap crap.i had something to say for the briefing and there actually was none.WTF.
lets just skip the front part.cos its quite boring
so till after speech day ended, i went to hall get some equipments and the homecoming day officially started.
so was quite hectic.
the dj part was that the power was cut off many times
then at bout 12?
had thunder and lightning but no rain
then sstarted drizzling a little
so equipments at the xinfony terrace was rusheed to the hall
then after that was shit
arnold said not to set up
but the sec4s there said to set up.
so confusion there.and after that i also did not know what happened.
so was kinda relieved when it was my shift for the DJ and so i went down.
safe from the hall where i was like a little lost cat?not knowing anything and with people asking me things when they know more than what i do.
so i shall not elaborate more.really sianned.
then packed up
de-brief was crap again as i had nothing to say.


i think this homecoming ruined my chances to the HOD
but after being the OIC, i felt i did not really like to be the HOD after all.
so stressful, at least to me.
so well,let nature take its course.
if i am meant to be,then let me be.
but if it isn't me, then too bad.
don't be sad if it isn't me.
then i'll just concentrate on my studies.
aiming for TRIPLE SCIENCE! (and maybe HOD AVA)(but not so much now)