Monday, December 28, 2009
9:37 PM ● Fail

I've failed. Miserably.
Been thinking very negatively.
Trying very hard to press on.
Disgusted at myself, i broke the promise i made to myself.
I'm just useless. Plain useless.
Thanks to all those around me, that i'm able to press on, until now.
Nearing breaking point.
Mistakes made, again and again.
I'm just a total failure.
Endure.

Putting on a brave front, its difficult.
2009 is a terrible year, the worst ever.
Hoping for the better, though the future seems bleak.
Looking in vain for the motivation i'm lacking.
Trying my very best, to look at the positive side of things.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )