Finale.
The worst of all five days.
Also the most tiring of all.
Started the day off with some boring lessons.
After lessons started running around already.
Have to be in 3 places.
Basically tortured my poor legs the whole day.
Things didn't go too smoothly.
Especially the campfire.
Started raining when everyone else was eating.
Crazy people running all around the carpark, trying to save our equipment.
Even ran out of school to look for the key.
Changing to wet weather was chaotic.
Running all around.
Felt myself/my face burning up.
At one moment i stopped and thought, why are we the ones doing it.
But heck, its an emergency.
Didn't care too much, just chiong all the way.
Setting up the hall with all the parents staring at us.
Couldn't care too much already.
Finally settled all the stuff.
There and then, i felt great, for some reasons.
After that was pretty much just walking around, looking for people.
Apologised to campfire comm at the end.
It was all our fault.
Sorry.

Trying to let go.
But i just can't.
Felt disappointed but yet glad at the same time.
Hoping for things to change.
The few more months left.
Make the best out of it.
Even if its going to drain me, I will try my very best.
Even if it means forgoing sleep or what, i will.
I won't allow this, trust me, i won't.
Trying my very best.
I won't leave you in the lurch.
Don't worry when all has given up, cos i won't.
Persist.
Wondering if all the effort i put in is worth it.

Dawn/Dusk/Kueh
02081994
Xinmin Secondary

Finale.
The worst of all five days.
Also the most tiring of all.
Started the day off with some boring lessons.
After lessons started running around already.
Have to be in 3 places.
Basically tortured my poor legs the whole day.
Things didn't go too smoothly.
Especially the campfire.
Started raining when everyone else was eating.
Crazy people running all around the carpark, trying to save our equipment.
Even ran out of school to look for the key.
Changing to wet weather was chaotic.
Running all around.
Felt myself/my face burning up.
At one moment i stopped and thought, why are we the ones doing it.
But heck, its an emergency.
Didn't care too much, just chiong all the way.
Setting up the hall with all the parents staring at us.
Couldn't care too much already.
Finally settled all the stuff.
There and then, i felt great, for some reasons.
After that was pretty much just walking around, looking for people.
Apologised to campfire comm at the end.
It was all our fault.
Sorry.

Trying to let go.
But i just can't.
Felt disappointed but yet glad at the same time.
Hoping for things to change.
The few more months left.
Make the best out of it.
Even if its going to drain me, I will try my very best.
Even if it means forgoing sleep or what, i will.
I won't allow this, trust me, i won't.
Trying my very best.
I won't leave you in the lurch.
Don't worry when all has given up, cos i won't.
Persist.
Wondering if all the effort i put in is worth it.