Monday, February 1, 2010
8:40 PM ● A different me.

I've lost all faith and confidence in myself.
Wondering who i am.
I'm standing all alone, down in this deep deep hole.
Trying my best to climb out but failed, only to fall deeper and deeper each time.
It's a bottomless pit.
I hate the stupid person i am right now.
Trying to put on my happy front.
But that's not the real me.
Inside, i'm just some weakling who breaks down ever so easily.
Trying very hard to control my emotions.
Can't take it anymore.
Exhausted and disheartened.
Lacking the motivation to carry on.
Standing all alone, on this deserted island.
Searching in vain...

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )