Have i really straightened out my thinking?
Then why do such thoughts still flash through my mind.
I don't want to think of that thing anymore.
Was really afraid when it came to my mind.
Afraid that i couldn't control myself, and submit myself to it.
It's a disturbing thought, really really hope it does not come true.
Control, control, think of the consequences, do not do anything foolish.
Please do not let history repeat itself.
I can't take it anymore.
Those disturbing thoughts, remain in my mind.
Hopefully i can control myself, to stop myself from doing what i know is wrong.
After that little talk, i've closed all doors to my heart.
Wondering when i would be able to open it again, and stop bottling everything up.
The bottle's overflowing.
It's tough keeping everything within.
Need to shout it all out, but i can't seem to do it.
I'm crumbling down, again.

Dawn/Dusk/Kueh
02081994
Xinmin Secondary

Have i really straightened out my thinking?
Then why do such thoughts still flash through my mind.
I don't want to think of that thing anymore.
Was really afraid when it came to my mind.
Afraid that i couldn't control myself, and submit myself to it.
It's a disturbing thought, really really hope it does not come true.
Control, control, think of the consequences, do not do anything foolish.
Please do not let history repeat itself.
I can't take it anymore.
Those disturbing thoughts, remain in my mind.
Hopefully i can control myself, to stop myself from doing what i know is wrong.
After that little talk, i've closed all doors to my heart.
Wondering when i would be able to open it again, and stop bottling everything up.
The bottle's overflowing.
It's tough keeping everything within.
Need to shout it all out, but i can't seem to do it.
I'm crumbling down, again.