I'm afraid, really afraid. History repeated itself today. Something that happened on that particular chinese lesson happened again today. Once again, I had no idea what I was doing. Are those really my true thoughts? Is it what I really wanna do? Am I so sick and tired of it already? Loads of things weighing on my mind, unable to pour anything out, for various reasons. Going through what I've gone through before, only many times worse. Funny thing is, I still can't figure out the reason behind it all.

Dawn/Dusk/Kueh
02081994
Xinmin Secondary

I'm afraid, really afraid. History repeated itself today. Something that happened on that particular chinese lesson happened again today. Once again, I had no idea what I was doing. Are those really my true thoughts? Is it what I really wanna do? Am I so sick and tired of it already? Loads of things weighing on my mind, unable to pour anything out, for various reasons. Going through what I've gone through before, only many times worse. Funny thing is, I still can't figure out the reason behind it all.