My stamina is running low.

I wonder how long more I can last. I guess I've overestimated myself. I thought I could hang on, but then I realised how wrong I was. It's the same thing over and over again. I wonder. At times I think I work for the sake of keeping my mind off things, but then again, it's tiring. This ain't the life I want. I don't know where I fit in. The feeling of giving up appeals so much. But I don't have the heart to do it. If only I knew that things were gonna turn out like this, I would've left, there and then. If only. Is it too late to decide now?

Dawn/Dusk/Kueh
02081994
Xinmin Secondary

My stamina is running low.

I wonder how long more I can last. I guess I've overestimated myself. I thought I could hang on, but then I realised how wrong I was. It's the same thing over and over again. I wonder. At times I think I work for the sake of keeping my mind off things, but then again, it's tiring. This ain't the life I want. I don't know where I fit in. The feeling of giving up appeals so much. But I don't have the heart to do it. If only I knew that things were gonna turn out like this, I would've left, there and then. If only. Is it too late to decide now?